Note to self: Get off the computer and get a life!

Helllllooooooo!!!!!

Sorry it's been forever. I've been going through so much shit lately and I just want to stay away from everything.

Things with Josh are ok. Things at home...eh. Could be better. Kinda sucks being unemployed. Can't eat. Need money to buy the food to eat.

Still trying to find myself. Not happening right now. :-( Maybe tomorrow, you think?

Probably not.

I can't believe how bad of a place I've been in since school got out. I guess choir was a life saver and now that I'm not going back I won't even have that.

What am I supposed to do?

On top of it all, I have a sinus infection. :-/

I have neglected my livejournal. I'm sorry. I love you all. I've just been real busy with choir and performing. I will be on here more after school is over. Peace for now.

So here it is y'all. My photo op with the one and only Jared Tristan Padalecki. This was the best damn day of my life and I couldnt ask for more! And not to mention, my hair did exactly what I wanted! LOL

So, I just have to say, JARED PADALECKI IS SO FREAKIN GORGEOUS IN PERSON!! And so is Jensen Ackles. I had the most amazing time at the LA Con. I met all of my amazing friends from Facebook and Livejournal. I got pics with the Ghostfacers, Misha Collins, Jim Beaver, Mark Pelligrino, and JARED! GUH! I wish I was back there! I am so going again next year!!!!!

I want to write more but I am currently packing to go to NYC for a week. Oy. I know, I am going everywhere it feels. I will try to update this as soon as I get back.

Later Y'all!

I never thought in a million years that I would fall in love. Let alone with my best friend. He's been around for 12 years and I wouldnt have it any other way. He's gone through everything with me and has stuck by my side. He sees me for who I am not what I am. He loves me for me and doesnt give a rats ass that I'm overweight. He makes me feel beautiful and loved and special.

I really truly am a lucky girl to have him.




Wanna know something really cool about my boyfriend?! He watches Supernatural and loves Twilight! You know you are all jealous now. LOL J/K

So, I am officially taken.

Yup.

I have a boyfriend.

It's weird cuz I've known the guy for 12 years and for the last 2 years we've been realizing we like each other more than friends.

It's been interesting....to say the least but yeah....

This is us at the coast on Saturday.



I'm not smiling cuz I had just been blinded by a freak ray of sunlight.

For the most part I'm happy. But some days....ugh. I just dont know if it'll work.

I'm gonna go get my laundry from the dryer and finish watching the Supernatural marathon on TNT. Later Y'all!

P.S. 5 weeks until I meet Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki!

That pretty much what I heard tonight at the party I went to. It was a bunch of college drama kids (and adults) and they were playing poker while watching Friday the 13th. And me, being who I am, just blurted out, "OMG OMG OMG, I get to meet him!!!!" And everyone was like, "Huh?" So I told them about LA CON and stuff....so from then on, every time Jared was on screen, everyone screamed, "OMG OMG OMG!" It was the greatest thing EVER!

Well, I am off to bed. Just HAD to share the highlight of my night.
Night!

Attention Supernatural fandom, this one is for you.

STOP WITH THE JARED/GENEVIEVE BASHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why cant you all just be happy for them? Granted, this is coming from a person who's not the biggest fan of Gen but still, if she makes him happy then that is what counts. And really, what's it to us anyways? Sure, we all wanted to know if they were dating....I know I did....but it really is none of our business. This is getting extremely out of hand! I'm tired of going to every link about their engagement and seeing all these negative comments saying things like "You're stupid Jared," or "it'll never last," etc. It makes me sick to think that those people actually call themselves Supernatural fans. I've said it once and I'll say it again, THEY ARE NOT THERE TO PLEASE YOU! They are there to do their jobs and live their lives. Leave them alone! Let them live their lives the way they want to! Yes, I do think this was a fast engagement and it's kinda weird that is happened on the heels of Danneel announcing her engagement to Jensen but who fucking cares?! They are both happy with their girls and want to share their lives with each other. Why can't we be happy for them? They deserve it.


I literally could make this a very VERY long rant but I wont.

I'm happy for Jared and wish both of them all the happiness in the world.

I believe it now. *pouts*


( Jensen and now Jared? Why are all the good ones getting married?! )